to rockport

A lot of incredible things have happened in the past twenty-four hours. One of these incredible things is the breeze chilling my wet hair as I sit in bed and type this right now. Pajamas are luxurious -- now, forever and always, but especially now. 

I just got back from short trip up the coastline to Rockport, Massachusetts. One of my friends in the urban design program, Brian, and I decided to pedal up there and pass a Saturday exploring the place. It's about 50 miles north of Boston. 

Oh and real quick before I move on, gonna lay down a couple disclaimers:

1. Some parts of this story have been omitted or slightly altered for internet sharing purposes. The wholly true version unfolds under definitely funnier and overall more epic circumstances, and I'd be happy to share the real deal with you in person. Just bring it up. Keyword: legalities.

2. Brian and I are simply friends -- nothing romantic going on whatsoever. I feel the need to clarify this ahead of time because a lot of the things we did on this trip are just so cool and beautiful (in the sense that the existence of life itself is purely beautiful) that they may otherwise be misconstrued as "romantic," or whatever. And I feel that whenever a story involving a man and a woman is shared, there's an unfounded impression that there is ~something more~ and silly stuff like that. No -- it's simply two people sharing experiences that both deem fun and enjoyable (this is just the tip of a glacial rant that I would also love to continue in person. Just bring it up. Keyword: bologna.)

Great. Onward. We decided to go to Rockport because, like, look at a map. It just looks like a place of promising goodness. And it's not so far away. Perfect escape for a day; pedal there, picnic, pedal back. 

Brian is from San Francisco, so he's well acclimated to the hill business. I'm, you know, from Florida. So, no. 

The ride overall was pretty smooth though. Only two hills that really really took it out of me. I did, however, buy some cycling shoes Friday (Serfas Astro MTB shoe), and they definitely helped on this ride. I think they're essential for any long distance trips with climbs, especially if you're hauling all your own stuff. It's nice to feel more in sync with your bike and have your momentum be reciprocated. Incredibly helpful with incline.

The guy at the bike shop helping me choose a shoe, fit it correctly, etc. told me everyone starting off with these shoes falls at an intersection at some point in the learning phase. He recommended I practice riding with them in an empty parking lot beforehand. I rode up and down the street next to my apartment (1x each way), like, 15 minutes prior to starting the trip. Meh, felt stable and fluid and stuff. I'm fiiine.

On the way to Rockport, we stopped at a little market tempting us with "fresh local strawberries" doodled onto a chalkboard sign. We were building our picnic along the way; Brian had grabbed a bottle of sherry and some marcona almonds on the way out of Cambridge. A lady at the market recommended we stop at black and white beach and gave us rough directions how to get there. A pleasant detour indeed. You could just barely spot Boston, markedly The Prudential, on the horizon.

black + white beach // manchester-by-the-sea, mass.

brian, america and the sea // gloucester, mass.

brian, america and the sea // gloucester, mass.

Last stop on the picnic collection front was a great wine + cheese shop in Gloucester, Savour Wine and Cheese. We tasted some wines, picked up a bottle, some cheese and other snacks, and forged northward with our eyes set on Halibut Point State Park. Brian's backpack was ridiculously heavy at this point: two liters of water, fruit, olives, a bottle of sherry, a bottle of wine, and the 5 lb. bag of ice because he insisted wine be served at the right temperature. My little daypack's drawstring top was busting with a box of arugula and a baguette. And in the distance between point of baguette acquisition and point of picnic, the baguette was poking out so far that I had to  curve my head around it and cramp up my neck. As we were nearing Halibut Point State Park and the climbs were getting a little more trying, I thought, "wow I have actually sustained physical injury via baguette."

Approaching the park, we see a big yellow sign: PARK FULL. They must mean the parking lot, nah for sure. Nope, the park was closed and not reopening for another two hours because they were at capacity because everyone and their mother (and cousin and dog and aunt) decided, yo it's a fucking gorgeous day outside let's go do some beautiful things. And I mean, good, that's what you should think on days like this but GAW DAMN WE JUST BIKED FROM CAMBRIDGE TO SIT IN THIS FREAKING PARK. This did not seem to register with the park ranger. She had no heart. She told us about the impossibility of fitting in a full parking lot. We met her with a glance downward to our bikes and further felt the need to state the obvious. To which she told us any more people in the park would take away from the mothers, cousins, dogs, and aunts' enjoyment of the park and its natural resources. I gave her the we-are-two-environmentalists-who-just-biked-from-cambridge-to-enjoy-your-damn-nature eyes. Nope. Onward up the hill. 

And, you know, I'm really thankful for that woman, the park's capacity, and her doggedness. Instead of sitting among however many dozens of people and trying to sneak sips of our wine + sherry, we got this:

rockport, mass.

rockport, mass.

rockport, mass.

i guess

We posted up on those rocks and enjoyed our epicnic. The sherry was perfect with the sea breeze; the wine was one of the best reds I've had (from Valle d'Aosta region -- if you ever see anything from here, grab it). The baguette was worth the cramp. 

Somewhere in the back of my mind I knew we had to eventually get back to Cambridge, but I was so entirely in the present moment, that I didn't really care how that all would unfold. I haven't been 100% in the present in a while. It felt good. I wasn't reminiscing; I wasn't worried or preoccupied or planning or anticipating. It was incredible. I was visually consuming everything. (And literally consuming everything. We were starving.)  

After fighting food coma with some rock climbing and more exploring, we had to finally come to terms with the whole 6:00 pm thing. And the whole 4-hour-ride-back thing. We're clearly not going to bike back in the dark (even though complete darkness doesn't set in until ~9pm here). I was considering biking to the T commuter train in the nearest town it linked up with and taking that back in, but who knows how late that runs on the weekend. My back up plan was to check it out anyway. Brian said we should just get a hotel here. My response was a big NO WAY. I absolutely cannot afford a hotel in Rockport, Massachusetts. A peak season weekend in a beautiful, wealthy tourist town? Big giant incredibly massive no. He insisted on getting one anyway and he'd take care of it. Okay, fine. I guess I wouldn't mind staying for sunset and sleeping a bit before the ride back. Neither of us had cell signal out on the point, so Brian biked back into downtown Rockport to find a room. I just chilled on the rocks, sketched some, breathed some, and eventually fell asleep here:

sketch spot, nap spot

I felt kinda bad he was hauling himself all the way back into town and I was just straight chilling here. Eeep. He came back about an hour and half later and woke me up with a bottle of wine and a lobster roll in hand. 

He told me his ridiculous story of one innkeeper calling all her local innkeeper friends begging for a room before finally finding one vacancy: the family suite at Linden Tree Inn.

How absurd. This is so absurd what are we even doing. These were my thoughts. 

And in his shelter search, Brian was also searching for wine. But Rockport is dry. No wine, no beer, no whiskey, no nothing. I'm sorry, but WHAT YEAR IS IT. The bed + breakfast owner offered him a bottle of wine out of sympathy, and though he offered to pay, the owner could only gift it to him since selling alcohol in Rockport is illegal. Restaurants were permitted to serve alcohol only nine years ago. The pity pinot noir ended up being surprisingly good.

sandy feet at sunset

So, that's how the sun went down: lobster roll, wine and an appx. 180° view of the Atlantic. It was one of the most beautiful sunsets I've seen and I think I probably incinerated my eyeballs watching it. S'all good. 

I hadn't watched a whole sunset in a while (vs. stopping for a moment to admire a glance of sunset). I forgot it did that little thing right on the horizon -- that sinking thing. It takes its time getting there, but once it's right on the brim of the horizon, it drops straight down. 

Once the sky fell completely dark, we left the point and headed downtown. I was so excited for the night's sleep; I wanted to take all four suite beds, line em up, roll around and pass out starfish style. 

Brian wanted chocolate cake though. So began The Search.

After dropping our bikes and etcetera in the room, we meander down the main drag of Rockport. I'd hardly call it that though. Everything in that town closes at, like, 8pm. The town was dead minus the show that had just let out at the Shalin Liu Performance Center. We go inside to find someone who can help us find alcohol and cake. That's all we wanted. 

The hosts working the reception desk kept apologizing for their town, saying they were embarrassed and that they, too, are [mildly] frustrated by its sobriety. They all pointed us to Gloucester -- to the only restaurant that was still open -- and followed their recommendation with a reassuring "it's only ten minutes away!" By car, sure. We were not tryna get on our bikes though. As the Shanghai Quartet met with some of the audience and signed some CDs, we left the hall and posted up outside. After a while, Brian just chucked his thumb out to the street because he still wanted cake and, shoot, why not. A car pulls up, bicycle on roof rack, and we figure out we're headed the same way. We get in the car, and the dude's name is Nick. He's the cellist in the Shanghai Quartet, and also a cyclist. Unfortunately, he recently stepped on a rock in his backyard and his foot hurts too much to ride. He still tries from time to time.

He loves being a cellist, but says the travel is exhausting, and hard on the family. Just the other week he was in Beijing and Australia, one right after the other. Hong Kong, New York, Shanghai for a while. He says he doesn't get to experience places much outside of airports, hotel, concert halls, dinner afterward. 

Thanks for the ride and perspective, Nick. 

The chocolate souffle and vanilla ice cream were an appropriately indulgent close to the day. 

new cycling shoes  // linden tree inn

linden tree inn // rockport, mass.

linden tree inn // rockport, mass.

The ride back was quick and rewarding. I'm really glad we didn't end up settling for the commuter train back into town. Would've felt way wrong. We made a couple stops along the way for coconut water and I was thrilled to have spent another of these beautiful and perfectly crisp day entirely outside.

Figure 1. Pedal-provoked vertical to horizontal transition.

Figure 1. Pedal-provoked vertical to horizontal transition.

Oh but also I fell over at an intersection. On the final leg of the trip, too, dang it! I had adjusted to the shoes pretty well otherwise. My left foot was getting all pinched up, so I pulled over to loosen the tension on the bottom of the shoe. A couple intersections after the adjustment, I went to go flick my heel out of the pedal clips but it got stuck. And in the picoseconds between me realizing this and me losing balance, I just thought of what the bike shop guy told me: everyone falls at an intersection once. Okay, here it is. This is it. And I flopped over (see Figure 1). 

I'll wrap it up here with a couple notes to self and other cyclists, and other people in general:

  1. Stay hydrated. Very well. 
  2. Stay hydrated. Very well. All the time.

gearing up

So I've been up here for two weeks now and I'm sososo glad I brought my bike. Boston's tiny, yo. And towny. It's very walkable, fun to get lost pedaling around in, too, and very easy to get acquainted with. Also there's a great 20-mile round-trip bikeway just a 10 min. ride away from my apartment. 

But before I could hop on that, I still had to assemble my bike. And last I left off, I believe I was just finished an epic breakfast en route to a bike shop. So, picking up right there, the rest of that day was freaking awesome. Couldn't have had a better welcome to Boston. 

I popped into Eastern Mountain Sports to check out their bike stuff/sale stuff/student discount stuff. I started talking to the bike mechanic there about clipless pedals, my trip, etc. and he showed me these neat aluminum clipless hybrid pedals. Shimano PD-M324. They had clips for cycling shoes on one side while the other was just a plain flat pedal face for commuting. Very ideal for my situation, not so ideal for my wallet. $84.99 -- fack. I gave the mechanic a resigned "thank you," plodded over to the sale rack and started squishing the butt paddings on all the bike shorts. 

"How were the pedals looking?" I heard just over my shoulder. I turned around to meet Diane. She's into mountain biking big time and we started chatting about pedals and things. As it turned out, she had just recently bought these same Shimano pedals, only used 'em a couple times, and was looking to sell them. She offered them to me for $40. They were in her car, which was in the shop around the corner, but I said I'd be in the neighborhood so I grabbed her email and got in touch a little later in the day. We agreed to meet at Trader Joe's around a certain time and right as I was about to call her and let her know I was there, I turned into the next aisle and practically walked right into her. She offered to help me put the pedals on my bike, which was incredibly nice of her; considering my pedal wrench was in Seattle and I'd otherwise be wrestling with a pair of pliers, I took her up on it. So we drove to Elliott's place and popped em onto my bike. And she even lubed up my chain and errthang so my bike was in ultra primo shape. Serendipitous morning. 

I spent the next two, three hours reassembling my bike in the company of one of Elliott's neighbors, Jean-Christian, an old man who took curiosity in the clanking, occasional grunting and indecipherable sing-humming going on outside his door. (Didn't realize I'd set up right outside someone's living room.) We talked about a lot of things. Cycling led to Seattle led to Harvard led to urban design led to his childhood led to this: 

It was his twelfth birthday present; I'm guessing he's 70-something today. TWELVE. He got this from his mother when he was twelve. This bike was three times older than me.

He had an overall very placid, easygoing demeanor, but I could tell he was getting excited talking about his bicycle. Before bringing it out to show me, he told me about how excited he was when he got it, and about how he's kept it in tip-top shape with regular maintenance and maybe a paint job or two. I didn't imagine it to look this stellar though. When he rolled it out into the courtyard I imagined Xzibit escorting it, with a 360 shot highlighting all its souped up features, hot new paint job, espresso machine poppin out the back, lights, a couch and a roof deck with Bose surround sound because why not.

I kept working on my bike and he started pumping up his tires a bit, and then set the bike aside. We continued to chat as I tinkered with my bike more, but a lot of the time was just passed silently, actually. The city sounded nice, and I enjoyed the mild company. I think he did, too. 

I finished and was admittedly pretty proud of myself. One of those "HA pulled it off" prides. This was my first time disassembling + reassembling my bike and I'm just happy it shipped safely and securely. And now it's actually more comfortable to ride than when I was pedaling around on it in Gainesville. 

Jean-Christian shared a brief celebration with me through some laughter and a high five. He offered his bike to let me ride it down the little road behind the apartment. Man, riding that thing was cool. It was like riding a couch around. So incredibly comfortable. I loafed around up and down the street a few times, returned the bike, and we said goodbye and wished each other well with whatever was ahead.  

 

helmets 4lyf (thx, eric)

I finally own a helmet! 

As inconvenient, bulky, breeze-restricting and gooberish as they may be, it's just dumb for me not to be wearing one. After almost being hit three times since I starting training in September, I've been meaning to get one for a while. I like my brain and I prefer it unscrambled. Plus, I've had three close friends in serious bike accidents in the past couple of years and they're lucky to have gotten out as in-tact, functioning and beautiful as they are.

 Special thank you to an awesome friend of mine, Eric, who surprised me with a donation last month. I used it to buy my helmet, so thanks a ton, dude. Eric was originally going to do the tour with me, but we're still unsure about how the dates are working out with his school's schedule. Them northeast kids get out so much later than we do. He's really into biking, too and makes his own bikes...welds and all that jazz. I don't know how he does it, but he's pretty dang talented.

gifter, reveal yourself

Alrighty, alrighty.

I'm on the hunt for the someone(s) who sent me some surprise bike stuffs.

WHO ARE YOU COME CLEAN. MOM IS IT YOU?

(nope, already asked. and asked my aunt and other aunt and etc. etc.)

Earlier last week, I fell asleep on the couch ogling at foodgawker...right after I'd eaten lunch (don't hate)...and was awaken by a few rapid-fire knocks on the front door. I'd recognized them to be the UPS dude's and sure enough, there he stood in his brown-clad, gift-bearing glory. I signed for a large box as my mind shuffled through all the things it could possibly be; I hadn't ordered anything recently, so I was stumped. Plus, I was still in my post-nap grog and hadn't quite yet fully assimilated back into real life thus creating an environment of most supreme confusion.

Anyway, I opened up the box to find a set of panniers! Just straight up ordered from Amazon, no gift note or anything else.

So, ok, who was this?! If you're reading this, message me or text me (if you know my address, I'd expect you know my phone number) so I know who to thank please. You're awesome.

And then a few days later I got another little mystery package: the toolkit I'd listed on the "halp" page on here! I was having a pretty crap day that day, too, so it was a pleasant surprise. But, again, who the frump sent this? EXPOSE YOURSELF. The kit's awesome and much needed, so thank you much. I just have to figure out how to use all these little tools and etcetera 

Also want to shout out to my main man David Eardley for the awesome birthday gift: the waxed canvas + leather handlebar bar.

THANK YOU ありがとう DANKE 谢谢 MAHALO. I'll pack a picnic in it for us to enjoy, except since you're in New York, I'll just eat your share and tell you how it is.

But yeah, the bag's neat -- had to make some adjustments and poke a couple extra holes in the leather straps to make it fit just right, but it's holding up well now. Nice to be able to stow away my water, u-lock, phone, etc. in there instead of carrying it on my back. Perfect for those morning rides I just started up. Also found out about this app called STRAVA that keeps track of your rides and progress and all that snazzy jazz. You can peep my profile for that here. Or just check back here to keep tabs:

And I'll leave y'all with a pic from this morning's ride down the Hawthorne Trail.

I should add that I saw a giant (almost bovine-like) wild boar, 2 wild turkeys and about 6 deer -- I almost hit one of the lil' baby deer but at the exact moment we both noticed each other, it sprinted off to the grass in a flurry and bumped its head into its mother's butt. It was cute.

the pimping of the ride

Bike's getting swagger (adjective, not noun; pretty sure the noun is spelled "swagga"). I'm still pretty much the same. Oh yeah, except I'm twenty-one now. As of today. So, that's a cool, new thing. But speaking of cool, new things, let's peep the swag:

CatEye Velo 9 Cyclocomputer:

Got this lil' guy for $20. Haven't tinkered around much with it, but so far, it seems to work pretty well. For its compact size, it's got an impressive range of functions: current/avg/max speed, elapsed time, calorie consumption, trip/total distance, a clock (surprisingly awesome thing to have attached to your bike), and carbon offset meter.

I don't really trust calorie consumption things much unless they're based on a heart rate monitor, but s'ok -- I'm just riding my bike to ride my bike. The carbon offset thing is pretty neat, though. Little bit of a morale booster. It gives you a read of your carbon offset in kg by multiplying your trip distance (km) by 0.15, which is some magic number determined by the Ministry of Land, Infrastructure and Transport and Tourism. ("Ministry" -- hehe.). It's the grams of CO emitted from the average vehicle's 1km drive. I read somewhere a person exhales 0.9 kg CO  /day, so I'd have to ride at least 3.7 mi/day to offset my mere existence*.

*if my existence was comprised of simply me sitting naked in the middle of the woods not using any electricity or having any material possessions. In which case, I wouldn't even have this little bike computer, or a bike. Or if I did, I'd have to factor in the CO  emissions from the entire manufacturing+shipping process for both and then account for that appropriately by biking more to offset more...but then I'd probably be heaving and breathing more from biking so much, thus emitting even more carbon dioxide. And, you know, biking naked would be entirely uncomfortable, so I'd probably have to get some clothes. Oh my god now I've burdened myself with envirostential guilt; I wonder how much CO emissions/day a single person is responsible for from the life-cycle analysis perspective.

Oh my god humans are parasites.

I'M A MONSTER.

Onward.

Brooks leather bar tape:

The bar tape has been broken in by its previous owner and so it comes to me supple and tanned. It's soft but sturdy + tough. Feels great to pull back on it when I'm riding. It wasn't too difficult to put on. The handlebars are plugged with cork, which is a classy little finishing touch. I snagged the bar tape + saddle off a bike that was originally advertised on Craiglist, but then the guy decided to just dismantle it + sell it for parts and offered me the bar tape, saddle + rain cover, and a tin of Proofide leather dressing all for $100. (Brand new would've cost about $225.00. COOL, RIGHT?!)

Brooks B17 Narrow saddle

I've been drooling over Brooks saddles for, um, a good while. They're just so sexy. And imagining breaking that leather in -- best not get me started. But of course, what's form without function? Why opt for a hard and [initially] unforgiving leather saddle when I could treat my cheeks to a nice gel cushion? The saddle, though I bought it technically secondhand, is brand new. Great because this means it'll be broken in to form to my shape and my shape only. Not so great 'cause of the whole breaking in process. I expect the first tens of miles to be painful and rigid. The leather really needs to mold to my bones. A gel saddle, on the other hand, would be super comfortable initially, but for long rides over a long lifespan, probably going to get some major butt pains. See, all you're really sitting on when you bike is your "sit bones." Sit on your hands real quick and you'll feel what I'm talking about. They're the reason cyclists' race bikes have those buttfloss-esque seats; the sit bones are supported and impress upon the saddle. The gel saddle squishes up and pushed on the tissue past your sit bones and that's what'll get ya in the long rides. Plus, the gel will move around, compress and get weird over time -- not exactly made to last.

 But(t), I mean, regardless, 50 miles a day is gonna feel like, well, 50 miles in one day.

 I just have to not remind myself of that over the next couple of months I'm breaking my new guy in. I am fully aware of (yet unprepared for) how painful this process will be.

But by god will it be rewarding.

And to wrap it all up, here's me feeling up the bar tape and being a perfectionist about its alignment, tautness, etc. It was fun.

Now, I snagged the saddle and the handlebar tape for a great deal via Craigslist ($100 for both, including a seat cover and leather upkeep oil), all of which would cost $316 new. ZING.